► KARMA

2012-01-12T15:13:00.000-05:00

As a new year has arrived, I have decided to leave this blog behind and start fresh with one good ol' Tumblr.

The blog is created solely for myself.. just like this one. But feel free to follow if you like!

2011-11-27T22:49:00.001-05:00

If you are going to fall in love with me, its only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my insecurities. You are falling in love with my immaturity and my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tenancy to be too clingy sometimes. You fall in love with my troubled pass, my hopes and dreams, and how Im a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes smile when Im with you, the way Id text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a good day. You are falling in love with the occasionally humorous or self provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it was impossible.

Photo Diary: 2

2011-11-16T16:22:00.001-05:00

Trip to Ikea - Had brunch; tried their sparkling apple drink - Tried POM juice for the first time (not a fan) - My new blankey - New Mississauga condos.
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Photo Diary: 1

2011-11-15T22:16:00.001-05:00

2011-11-12T12:42:00.001-05:00

Hello Bloggers,
It's a Sunday night and I'm just relaxing.. I haven't touched this in a bit so I thought I'd post a little somethang. Lately I've been working alot and recently caught a cold.. (almost fully recovered). Work has been good but but quite tiring. So many people have been terminated from work and I've witnessed it a few times; it's so harsh and kinda sad to see! Holiday season is right around the corner and I can't wait to be working during those times.. is that weird? This month and December is defiantly going to be busy for me.. so many things to do and get done.. and right when I know it, it's already 2012!! Anyways, Walking Dead is about to come on! Time to set up my munchies.. catch up and reply on some business emails and off to bed! Early grinding for me tomorrow. XO.

snuggly

2011-10-11T18:28:00.001-04:00

Thrifted sweater from Black Market, Silk zebra print shorts,
furry lavender socks infused with aloe vera and Jeffrey Campbell Mary Roks. Yeeeap..... lol.

underground sleepover

2011-10-02T17:39:00.003-04:00

2011-09-24T17:15:00.002-04:00

I've been on Tumblr so much I decided to update this. I also have 2 other blogs on there but that shall be enclosed. I've been working 30-40 hours past week and I gotta say, I really like my job but of course there are days where I just wanna lay in bed allll day. I've been assisting visual merchandisers and it's quite enjoyable! But I didn't realize how much pressuring their jobs can be. Anyways, my boyfriend had pnemonia for a week.. it was horrible :'( but good thing he's a lot better now. This upcoming Saturday is Nuit Blanche and I cannot wait. Last year was my first time, it was kinda confusing but it was still really fun and exciting. This year I'll be more prepared since I know what to expect. There's also a night planner on the website so that's really helpful. K, that's all I have to blabber about.. don't know what else to write on this blog anymore......... update again if I remember this blog exists! Ps, I'm digging the new layout.

2011-09-06T00:36:00.002-04:00

Summer is officially over and it's been a summer well spent. Next year is going to be even better. I can already imagine it! Hopefully I can go back to Asia for abit. I've been wanting to travel and get out of this city so bad. I just want to explore.... break free from here. There's sooo many beautiful things in this world that I want to see. So much things this world has to offer!

Anyways, enough about that; school is starting for many people and everyone's freaking out about it for some reason. While majority of people will be in school, I'll be keeping myself busy, working. Probably working my ass off. But I rather work around pretty things then food.. I've just been really wanting to save up for alot of big things. I'm gonna be starting in in the middle of September; so once I get working, this mind set that I want will be set tings.

A18

2011-08-18T23:27:00.001-04:00

We rove sushi days

2011-08-11T00:03:00.000-04:00

Sometimes when I look at you and your looking at me, I can see something. This tiny hint of something more.

Something you're feeling but I can't say. When our eyes meet, it's like we're instantly connected. And I know no one catches it but me and you. But I like it that way. It's like our own little secret. A place we both go when everything around us is crazy and we just need some semblance of normal. God, your eyes are gorgeous. There are times where I want nothing more then to look at you in the eyes because it's when we're looking at each other in silence that we end up saying the most.

2011-08-10T23:39:00.002-04:00

red vines

2011-08-10T21:39:00.006-04:00

I recently got a job at Forever21. Never in a million years did I think I'd be apart of the team because all the F21 here are so far away from me! But now their branching out and opening in a mall near me. I had to go against about 500 people (girls and guys - mainly girls, obv). I honestly thought I wouldn't make it and was at the brink of giving up because the line up for interviews was massively long!! Altogether I waited 12 hours within 2 days.. but thank the lawd it paid off. I'm off to orientation and training this upcoming week. Me and the DM hit it offf. I'm excited!

jc x mr x dv

2011-08-08T20:13:00.001-04:00

I've been wanting to own a pair of platform wedges since September '10. Finally, I started go look into finding them and I'am going ape shit. After hours put into searching and picking, it came down to Jeffrey Campbell Mary Roks. I heard once you wear them if feels like you're walking on a cloud. I cannot wait for them to come in, ahhhh!!

its been too long

2011-07-27T18:14:00.002-04:00

It's been too long Bloggers. We use to be best friends. I'm sorry I have abandoned you for some time.

I keep promising myself to keep in touch with you.. and from this day forward, I shall keep that promise. But, I will see you once a week. Twice if possible.

Anyways, summer has been pretty good but most of July wasn't really my month.. but things are finally looking up and I'm excited. I know I don't have many followers, but it's nice to just write even if no one is reading. It gives me this release of satisfaction LOL

2011-07-02T03:48:00.000-04:00

Haven't touched this blog in a while since I've been on Tumblr alot lately.
Here are some pictures to make up for it!

bust

2011-05-23T01:38:00.001-04:00

Silence is a woman's loudest cry. When she's silent, there's a million things

running through her mind and she's at her breaking point. - Wiz Khalifa

moist sunshine

2011-05-19T23:37:00.003-04:00

I've recently quit from my full time job (40+ hr/week) as a waitress. The company there welcomes me back when I want so I guess I'm blessed. Over the few days off finally to myself I have been able to enjoy the little things in life. And better yet, being able to spend it with my loved ones.

wake up wake up

2011-05-06T01:53:00.003-04:00

The weather was nice today so me and Ken decided to go downtown. Overall it was a windy yet nice day. I can't wait til the weather is finally warm enough to whip out the summer gear. Update this later, it's 2am, I'm sore and tired and gotta wake up in 6 hours.. got a 12 hour shift coming up. Atleast I sneaked in a post for the day.. :)

straight thinkin

2011-05-04T16:54:00.002-04:00

Summer weather is slowly approaching.. I just wanna enjoy the nice warm weather already. Work was starting to take a toll on me.. working 35-44 hours a week isn't as easy as it sounds.. but at least I usually get 3 days off within that week. I can't wait for tomorrow.. I've been looking towards this day for so long. Brings back such fond memories of spending most of my day downtown with Ken, just strolling the streets enjoying the nice weather and exploring the different and interesting kinds of stores downtown has to offer. Anyways, I'm gonna try to update my bloggers more, hopefully sneak a post in everyday if I can even if I'm working 11 hours a day.

i couldn't fight it

2011-05-04T02:24:00.000-04:00

reminded

2011-05-04T02:19:00.000-04:00

A strong person knows how to keep their life in order.. even with tears in their eyes.

They still manage to say 'I'm okay' with a smile.

free

2011-05-01T01:26:00.000-04:00

Gotta stop busting my ass off so hard at work.

no doubt in my mind where you belong

2011-04-21T23:47:00.000-04:00

My boyfriend recently inspired me to start crafting my own accessories.. especially bracelets and necklaces.
Each piece is going to combine my favorite thangs. Lace x silk x pastel colors. I shall keep this updated when I can.

edge

2011-04-14T13:56:00.000-04:00

I'm that kind of girl when I cry, I cry. When I fall for someone, I fall too hard. People tell me I'm too intense when it comes to emotions. I'll do anything to be around you. I don't always look perfect and I sometimes I feel insecure. And I may have flaws, but I'll love you better then anyone else could.

Lovely

2011-04-08T00:10:00.002-04:00

Bah, I don't wanna work anymore.. but I gotta do what I gotta do.

2011-04-02T10:29:00.000-04:00

"There's a story behind even person. There's a reason why they are the way they are. They aren't just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them and sometimes it's impossible to fix."

Or sometimes they don’t need to be fixed, just understood. To have someone take the time to get know them, and look deeper then whats obvious.

2011-03-28T21:33:00.000-04:00

I don't understand how you can smile all day but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do anything to get it back. How you can let go of something you said you couldn't live without. How even though you know somethings are best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people that wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people will erase you from their lives just because it's easier then working things out.

mmm

2011-03-21T01:01:00.003-04:00

Urgh.. some would call it self defeatist, but knowing myself and my behavioral patterns, I know its just realistic.

red skies

2011-03-20T00:55:00.001-04:00

I have been engaging my interest on the galaxy, stars, aliens and etc lately.. too much of it. Last night I had a dream of this big event happening of where the moon will 'show it's true self and turn into a creepy skeleton face'. I was so scared of watching it transform, yet it was so intriguing I couldn't help myself but to watch.. and so I did and red fireworks started coming outta no where.. I swear I have the most weirdest/creepiest dreams ever. What's wrong with me.... . -___- Update: I didn't even know today was going to be 'Supermoon day' until I saw all these status's on Facebook and Twitter .. how creepy *cries

2011-03-18T16:21:00.000-04:00

Holy crap. Last night was horrible. I have never felt so sick like that in a long time.. it was actually kinda scary because I thought I would faint and pass out at like 4am like a few years back. Surprisingly I feel a lot better now and it's only been day 3 due to finally taking meds .__. I ended up just going to class today since I gotta meet up with my counselor to give me some guidance and help for my future plans. I'm currently chilling in the upstairs cafe lounge. I haven't been up here in a long time. The view up here is quite nice.. looking onto the lake and sunny skies. It's so refreshing finally having spring weather here :) Yay.

hacker

2011-03-18T14:58:00.000-04:00

issue

2011-03-14T16:29:00.000-04:00

New plan. Let's see how this works out.....

little pieces

2011-03-10T23:04:00.001-05:00

leARN

2011-03-10T00:43:00.000-05:00

KEEP ME POSITIVE QQ.

2011-03-06T15:55:00.003-05:00

Even people I’ve known for so long soon become strangers to me. People change and grow tired of having you in their life. I’m my own friend. It’s sad, but it is what it is.

2011-03-05T12:33:00.000-05:00

2011-03-05T12:23:00.000-05:00

You know that feeling? When you're just waiting. Waiting to go home, into your room, close the door and fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong.. but nothing is right either. And you're tired. Tired of everything. Tired of nothing. And you just want someone there to be there and tell you it's okay. But no one's going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you're tired of waiting. Tired of having to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong.. and for once you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won't be. But you're still hoping. And you're still wishing. And you're still staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes.

collect

2011-03-04T00:01:00.000-05:00

Shame on me

2011-02-23T16:23:00.002-05:00

But I still want these things
Flighted childhood dreams
As foolish as they seem

come to me

2011-02-22T20:30:00.001-05:00

I cannot wait til all these projects, presentations and exams are over so I can start doing what I actually want to do. I also cannot wait for the spring/summer season to come as I miss the suns rays of warm kisses and hugs :3

Anyways, during my hour break I was catching up on collecting more inspiration for desserts..
(hence I was also at Demetre's last night) Enjoy!

UP

2011-02-22T11:55:00.000-05:00

Do you remember me?

2011-02-05T02:10:00.001-05:00

I'm mofucking 19 years old now! Let's go to 19+ events and pop bottles, get wasted, smoke up and grind on hoe's. I'm kidding. Let's go hit the bowling alley, hit the pub, get our grub on and watch UFC 126 Silva vs. Belfort with the gooood ones :)

Thank you for all the wishes ♥

Senses

2011-01-28T13:23:00.000-05:00

I learned something new last night. You shouldn't try to stop everything from happening. Sometimes your suppose to feel awkward. Sometimes your suppose to feel vulnerable in front of people. Sometimes its necessary because it's all apart of you getting to the next part of yourself; the next day. The diary wasn't always right.

J22 relived

2011-01-23T14:36:00.002-05:00

Homemade card that placed a huge smile on my face, streets of Toronto, AGO, good ol' ctc food, skating. I got to re-live that day and moment with you a year later and I couldn't have asked for anything more. Thank for you being such a grreat boyfriend ♥I love you to infinity & beyond.

ONE

2011-01-22T11:17:00.002-05:00

hacked by bf

happy one year hunnay bunnay lets have another good year

I don't even know..

2011-01-22T01:11:00.002-05:00

♥ I love my pale/nude/pink OPI's. Their the only colors I can pull off.
♥ Finally, new school issue. I'm realllly digging it. If you wanna see it digitally, check it out here: CLICK
♥ I really need to use my camera more often (THANK YOU SO MUCH HUNNAY)

BB

2011-01-21T19:18:00.000-05:00

H0PE PINK

2011-01-20T20:23:00.002-05:00

I'm very sensitive and fragile.

Luck

2011-01-19T09:34:00.002-05:00

Ken came over, I took forever to get ready. 2 friends came over, we were all heading over to Upper Canada Mall. We somehow ended up in some weird ass place, kinda looked like a casino. Andrea's Choice called me and told me to come to her office. I didn't know where her office was; so she told me to just look out for her. She was practically right in front of me the whole time! I freaked out and greeted her because she's one of my favorite guru's on Youtube. She said she wanted to give me a make-over. We ended up discussing all these problems I had in my life. At the end of the make over, I ended up feeling really cakey. A random girl came by and asked her if I paid $50 fee yet. I was surprised (I thought I was offered a makeover!) and asked her if she would accept Paypal instead. I then end up at another kinda casino place with a pool; people were acting like sea animals and putting on a show. It transitioned into an anime event; these anime nerds take me away and try to convert me or something. I then end up in someones dorm. I then slowly walk through the hall and end up walking in a room full of hipster looking posters, and Ken chilling with 2 slu looking girls, playing some game on their laptops. AND THAT, was my dream last night.

Time & Glass

2011-01-15T00:17:00.000-05:00

Week 1 of semester 2, done. I'm liking it so far. Especially English and Japanese Culture. My prof's are so laid back and really fun while doing lectures. As for my psych class; the moment I walked in class 2 minutes late.. I had already sensed I wasn't going to enjoy being in there by the way the prof was speaking. My other 3 classes are so-so. I know I'll do well this semester. Anyways, this weekend I'm just gonna be chillaxing. Be in the snow and going to Vmills tomorrow with Ken. Sunday, I'm probably just going to kick it back at home and do homework. Possibly, start on my first stop motion! But first, I must.. find.. a good.. video editting software. Window's Live Movie Maker SUCKS!

Like a shotgun, needs an outcome

2011-01-10T12:28:00.000-05:00

2011-01-10T12:17:00.000-05:00

After 4 weeks, I'm finally back to school. It feels nice I guess.. I'm kinda excited for some of my classes, but so far I'm not really that impressed. To be real, I think I'm really wasting my time being here. I should have paid for the first term instead of paying it all for the year. But I guess I can put up with 4 more months of this.

MARCA or DONATO.. which one?

So whatsup

2011-01-04T01:10:00.002-05:00

Currently enjoying my last week of relaxation until I go back to school. New year's was pretty good. 2011, new year, fresh starts to accomplish new things, better things.. things I wasn't able to do and wanted to do in 2010. I have to say, 2010 was one of the greatest through out my 18 years. There was good and bad, but that bad was for the good. I was able to create great memories, met new people.. one word; reality. 2011 WILL BE A GOOD YEAR.

thrill'd two

2010-12-28T15:15:00.002-05:00

It's Tuesday afternoon and I'm currently just sitting in bed relaxing. I woke up this ~~morning-~~ afternoon (1pm) with a headache. I don't know why but I get headaches randomly. I don't think that's good. But anyway, I haven't been on thrill'd for sometime, hence me receiving an email from them regarding me being so mia. Here's some cute precious photos I stumbled upon :)

thrill'd one

2010-12-28T15:10:00.001-05:00

Sunrise comes too soon

2010-12-27T00:15:00.001-05:00

Break has been pretty great. Life has been pretty stress-free.. kinda and I've been spending a lot of time with my loved ones. Been catching up on some real good sleep. Got about 2 more weeks left til I'm back to school. I'm kinda looking forward to attending my new classes. Anyway, tomorrow I'm heading over to the gym with Ken off the holiday weight gained, after that we're gonna bake an epic cake, chill, game and head over to Square with some people to shop. Hope I find something! Anyway, here's a few pictures during the break to make up for the lack of post's I've been doing.

Sherway Gardens

Hockey Sushi $12.95 all you can eat lunch: That's a steal!

Break-fast

2010-12-18T14:16:00.001-05:00

4 week break has officially started. Let's go!

No drugs please

2010-12-16T22:35:00.000-05:00

1. I’m a focused person and I don’t like feeling like I’m not in control of my body.

2. I’m an ecstatically happy person. Why on earth would I want to escape that? I have everything I could ever need in life at my finger tips, so why would I want to lose sight of that?

3. I’m a student trying to graduate with flying colors. It really doesn’t help if I see actual flying colors while I’m trying to learn.

4. I like my money. Blowing it on shit that will get me high for 2-4 hours makes no sense.

Secret

2010-12-16T16:53:00.000-05:00

Bah.. I've been loafing on such important things. I don't know what's wrong with me LOL. Anyways! 1st term is righttt about to end.. yay to 4 weeks of goodness and relaxation! Tomorrow is my last exam to do. Thank the lawd it's all multiple choice! 'If you don't know which one to circle; it's always C'. On another note with school, I've chose Japanese Culture as one of my electives. I think it'll be interesting since I'm into history and culture :) Hmm, Christmas is just 8 days away and I kinda got all my gifts done-ish.. I just hope I can put them together nicely and time in since my time is limited for these gifts in specific.. . and I mean literally lol. I can't wait for 2011. I wanna start fresh!

f/w 2010

2010-12-16T14:40:00.000-05:00

Burberry Prosum

Roberto Cavlli

2010-12-07T00:14:00.001-05:00

Sucha good song. Makes me cry.
Soya n Sun - Goodbye with Smile

McFashion!

2010-12-05T01:50:00.000-05:00

I'm officially a KARMALOOP rep now. I'll update this later but for now..

if your interesting in purchasing anything from Karmaloop enter my code K4RMA05 during checkout and receive 20% off your entire purchase and 10% off your next! Store carries everything from clothing to shoes, accessories to bags, and little nik naks for here and there :)

Yeah I said it has-been.

2010-12-05T01:21:00.004-05:00

After a gruesome week of school that consisted of mind frustrating lectures and stressful last minute major papers, I've been anticipating for the weekend to come. Friday night me and Steph reached out to catch up. We were sitting in the car, parking lot, like we always do, brainstorming and contemplating what we should do next after getting drinks & munchies @ BR. Eat, movies, pool, food, eat, food.. food. That's all we've ever known.

Today Ken and I decided to go to Sherway and do some browsing/shopping but all we did was get itis from lunch lol. (Dear Ken, I'm sorry I don't like taking tourist pictures all the time. I promise we'll take plenty of Christmasy pictures like you wanted. We'll even take pictures with Santa if we catch him!) Anyways, I was on the verge of searching for a matte black down vest for him cause he's been wanting one so bad, but instead I got him the bettter one which was the wet/shinyish looking ones like Monclears because I think the matte ones look ol' school (A). Oh yes, been wanting to try Hero Burgers so we gave it a try. It's pretty good.. but I don't think anything will every match up to Milestone's burgers!

Sorry for such the obnoxiously long post.. haven't posted like this in a long time. Sorta reminds me of LiveJournal bahaha.

Hero Certified Burgers @ Sherway Gardens

Instant Inspiration

2010-11-23T23:27:00.000-05:00

Gregory Colbert: Ashes and Snow (1992)

▼moss

2010-11-21T22:36:00.001-05:00

I think I've found my new addiction. I want to start collecting.
I PROMISE myself to getting at least a pair before the year ends.

♥ thrilld

2010-11-20T19:33:00.001-05:00

Rebirth

2010-11-17T23:48:00.000-05:00

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." — Marilyn Monroe

LR x Pastel

2010-11-17T22:30:00.000-05:00

Stacks on deck

2010-11-17T13:30:00.004-05:00

I've been bombarded with essays to do but I want to keep my blog going and alive.. so I'll try my best to keep posting. I've decided to put a list together that contain pieces of clothing that I need to get for this upcoming cold season. Here it is:

> Leather boots
> Varsity jacket
> ~~Mittens~~ & toque
> ~~New leather bag~~
.. I'll add more later :)

Ouchie

2010-11-15T22:56:00.001-05:00

What's in my cup is in my cup in my cup is in my cup my drink is in my cup.
ANYWAYS! Winter season is almost here and as soon as you know it Christmas is right around the corner! I think I'm gonna start making a list of what I wanna get for my loved ones :) I can't wait for this winter/holiday season, brings back good ol' memories.

Psychopathic

2010-11-14T02:10:00.000-05:00

Damn Facebook is so hard for me to lay off of while doing ANYTHING.. especially homework.

It's like.. looking in the fridge for something knowing beforehand there's nothing for you at all hahaha.

If I wake up tomorrow, will you still be there?

2010-11-10T17:20:00.003-05:00

I finally got my bottom braces in and man, they feel weirdddd. The wires poking out are a b*tch and the wax given to me doesn't help it ><' Anyways, this month I've been bombarded with school work! Yesterday I felt like I was literally going to have a metal breakdown in class. By far, yesterday was the WORSE day I have ever had since college started.. just gotta stay motivated and focused on getting everything done and passing with a goood gpa.

Anyway, made a thrilld. Here's mine -> K4RMA

P.S: I really need to get my hands on MAC's MSF..

PP10!

2010-11-03T23:53:00.001-04:00

Been doing assignments for the past 2/3 hours.. decided to text my mom to pick me up some nom noms. This is how the conversation went:

Me: Mom can u buy me ice cap and doughnuts when u come back?

[2 hours later..] Mom: I'm at casino now I can't buy for u

Me: What da heo mom! You have work early tmrw morning! HAHAHA GO HOME!

Mom: Nooo I can't now just this time please

Me: Okok. Goodnight hahah

[30 mins later] Mom: I'm going home now what do you want tex for me

Me: Its okay I dont want anything anymore

Mom: Ok Im on my way home

Me: ... you can buy me an ice cap IF you want

Mom: Ok

.. I'll be anticipating whether or not she got it or not.
That concludes my 3 minute post of the day.

732

2010-11-01T19:32:00.003-04:00

I don't understand how you can smile all day but cry yourself to sleep. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get it back. How you can let go of something you once said you can't live without. How even though somethings best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every minute with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common is it to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it's easier then working things out.

Don't forget who you are.

2010-11-01T13:27:00.001-04:00

I'm tired of people telling me what do and trying to live up to everyone's expectations.

F off, this is my life, not yours. Don't worry about what I do.

P.s I miss Khalifa.

2010-10-31T23:27:00.000-04:00

Help me stay positive, happy & secure.

Queenie Chan ♥

2931

2010-10-29T23:18:00.002-04:00

Zombie Pedobear!

Halloween is up in a few days so Ken and I decided to carve a pumpkin. I find it preposterous that he has never done one before; so it a must! Originally I wanted to pick out a little cute one for myself and was planning on doing Hello Kitty, but unfortunately we couldn't find smaller pumpkins so we just did one together since the pumpkins available to us were e.n.o.r.m.o.u.s -- Happy Halloween :)

OLD SCHOOL

2010-10-26T22:41:00.005-04:00

Old school vloggin'

XXXO

2010-10-26T00:18:00.005-04:00

I recently noticed Revlon's new matte burst l/s and couldn't help but swatch. I told myself I wouldn't buy any more makeup since I have enough but they were so pretty pretty. The packaging is pretty pretty too. But then there was Stephanie that had held me back from purchasing.. but I will be going back.. It's a must! I need a nude l/s for daily and a pink l/s when I'm feeling sexay bwahah. Plus their under $10. Rather get this then spending $15 for MAC when it's just as good.

Revlon ColorBurst: Soft nude / Fuchsia

Inspirational; Solar System

2010-10-24T16:53:00.003-04:00

Today is rather a lazy, gloomy cold day. I'm just gonna spend my hours doing my assignments. Anyway, I have an urge of wanting to own a varsity jacket, lace beadeau and a pair of skinny cargos

NINE

2010-10-23T01:01:00.004-04:00

Milestones Bar & Grill

I'm so full and tired from all the good food I just had. I finished my ct test within an hour and flew out that door to start my day with Ken since it was our 9 months. We relaxed at home for abit; we watched Prison Break.. which I will be streaming online once a day from now on. We then went to watch Jack Ass 3D which was good. I think the 2nd one was my favorite though! There was some pretty disgusting stunts that made me literally feel like I was about to gag. After the movie we went to Milestone's for dinner, which had one of the most amazing legit burgers. Recommend going there for the burgers, defiantly worth the price for the amount and quality you get.

ALL THE PENNIES

2010-10-22T00:27:00.002-04:00

I've been bombarded with assignments and tests past week. Currently going over notes taken from class to prepare for my test tomorrow. Time has really been flying by this month! Tomorrow is me and Ken's 9 months together.. it feels like we've been together for sooo much longer though o.o. Anyways I miss Stephanie...... I'm gonna try to holla at her on Monday since I have reading week and she has no classes on that day also. I haven't see her for.... 7 weeks now! I really need to catch up with her. Also, this Saturday it's the twins birthday dinner at Iron Chef; it should be interesting.. I've always wanted to go to those places where you sit at a enormous table with a personal chef cooking and performing right in front of you. Should be fun! :) I have class at 2 tomorrow; gonna catch up on some viral videos.... tata!

(PS. Ken burned his hand from oil trying to fry a chicken.. LOL. He's still healing; but he'll be fine!)

2010-10-13T23:27:00.000-04:00

School is not going to guarantee you the job you planned for in the future.. school is here to offer you the education you need to know in order to help you find + keep that job. It's all about how you use your knowledge.

Just know who I'am

2010-10-11T00:43:00.002-04:00

Hard week of school.. survived. Long weekend is going well. Krn bbq with family and Ken. Getting some new winter wardrobe tomorrow at Vmills.. then back to school; but only for 2 days.. AWESOME!

Frameworks and psychology, something like you.

2010-10-04T01:28:00.001-04:00

College work has been getting hectic. Assignments here and there. Alot of information to take in, my brain hurts and feels numb.. reading week this month.. looking forward to it. To be honest with you all, I feel like some of these classes are dumbing me down. But it's too late to transfer and I cannot waste 3k. Kinda wish I wasn't so pushed and forced into taking this program. But I gotta get it over with, and I'll pull through with flying colors :) On a lighter note, graduation portraits on the 15th! Semesters shall fly like a seagull.

So glad that you came to me.

2010-10-04T01:14:00.001-04:00

Nuit Blanche 2010 was a great experience. I loved the atmosphere.
Definitely going to go next year again. This time it'll be x4930483954 better :)

FASHION WEEK: RTW F/W 2011

2010-09-26T18:23:00.001-04:00

I haven't had enough time to review all the looks from fashion week, but here are some of my favorites!
Vera Wang, Philip Lim, Rag & Bone.

Hold me like a pillow

2010-09-26T15:00:00.007-04:00

Maki Sushi

Me and Ken have been craving sushi for quite some time now so we decided to head on over to Maki for lunch. It was so good :) We also watched the movie 'The Town' on Friday, it was an awesome movie. Defiantly recommend watching it! Over all my weekend was good. I've got a lot of homework to catch up on and I also have to study for my first test coming up!

2010-09-26T00:21:00.004-04:00

LOL He still gives me butterflies *blushes

2010-09-20T22:08:00.001-04:00

She can deal with stress and carry heavy burdens. She smiles when she feels like screaming and she sings when she feels like crying. She cries when she's happy and laughs when she's afraid.
Her love is unconditional. There's only one thing wrong with her. She forgets what she's worth.

What's in my cup, stays in my cup.

2010-08-17T00:39:00.002-04:00

Got my braces tightened for the first time today. It wasn't as bad as I was expecting it to be. My mouth isn't that sore thank God. I've been feeling so lonely for the pass few days, it's kinda making me depressed. Decided to not waste a beautiful day so I called up Ree, she picked me up, we went to Mcdingdongs. Got a combo for only $2.50! That's amazing haha. Employee discount thanks to Ree. She was telling me about this guy and so forth, so I decided to tell her to call him up. I wanna meet this guy. And he's a chill guy I must say.

I decided to let them catch up. After noticing Troy trying to make moves and I didn't wanna be a cock blocker, plus he's a cool guy so I approve and went over to Stephanie's house to catch up with her. Chilled at the crib, chilled out at the block party lol. It was kinda hurting me what she's going through with her guy and what she's gotta deal with. I saw it in her eyes and I wish there was something I can do to make it all go away.. but seeing what they have I'm sure they can work something out. I really really do think so. But then again, I don't know every single thing about their relationship. Like I said before if two people really loved each other they will always find their way back to each others hearts. People that are meant for each other always find their way in the end. Relationships last long because they're not destined to last long. Relationships last long because two brave people made a choice to keep it, fight for it and to work for it. Meanwhile, other relationships fail not because they're destined to fail. They fail because one of the two, or both, made the choice to set each other free.

2010-08-15T00:29:00.004-04:00

Look, in my opinion the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you. The right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your ass. That’s the kind of person that’s worth sticking with. Because when two people really love each other, nothing can keep them away. No matter how long it’s been, no matter how far they are, they always seem to find their way back to each other’s arms, more so, back to each other’s hearts. Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails.
Explore. Dream. Discover.

(My phone takes some nice ass pictures..)

2010-08-14T10:54:00.000-04:00

2010-08-14T02:22:00.003-04:00

To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage; because we don’t want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.

2010-08-09T01:32:00.001-04:00

When you're in Sweden and you see beautiful person after beautiful person after beautiful person and you finally don't even turn around to look because you know the next person you see will be just as beautiful as the one, you don't bother to turn around to look at-- in a place like that you get so bored. When you see a person who's not beautiful, they look very beautiful to you because they break the beautiful monotony.

2010-08-09T01:04:00.000-04:00

2010-07-24T21:19:00.002-04:00

I miss him..

I know we don't usually see each other over the weekend cause we're busy with family stuff. But just knowing that your milesssss away from me makes me miss you even more.

2010-07-22T02:07:00.003-04:00

If we broke down these walls that we’ve both build around us, we’d realize that we were both standing on the same ground. If we took one second & stopped screaming over one another, we’d realize that we both have the same things to say. If we stopped worrying about what other people had to say, we’d realize that their words should’ve never even mattered. If we had the strength and power to forgive one another, when it’s most needed, we’d realize the truth in each others apologies.If we were able to see into each others eyes, instead of turning our backs on one another, I’d see me in yours & yours in mines. If we held on tighter for that one second, instead of letting each other go, we’d realize that in each other’s arms is where we belong. If all we did was pack up our belongs in anger & walk out on each other, we’d never realize that we just left our world behind. If we just loved each other past the struggles, we’d realize our love was above all that was layed out for us. & If we were able to love one other when our worlds fell apart, we’d realize our love was the only thing holding them together.

Magic

2010-06-29T11:41:00.000-04:00