Sunday, November 27, 2011

If you are going to fall in love with me, its only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. 
You are falling in love with my insecurities. You are falling in love with my immaturity and my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tenancy to be too clingy sometimes. You fall in love with my troubled pass, my hopes and dreams, and how Im a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. 

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes smile when Im with you, the way Id text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a good day. You are falling in love with the occasionally humorous or self provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it was impossible.

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